Monday, August 2, 2010

ruminations


the things that are so effortless in their construction

are those we throw away with such recklessness

even though they're hard to find


we say we want a real connection

but do not take connections seriously


we focus on the physical, the last-minute make-out

after a night of drinking, dancing

to ease to pangs of loneliness


giving in to fear and insecurity

afraid to communicate our intentions

seedlings never given a chance to grow


i want something real


(would be willing to give up the single life for)


that rush of admiration

unequivocal mutual devotion

chemistry you could bottle

promises and secret desires


(and butterflies)


marriage and love

a little rented apartment

kids running through sprinklers

bike riding through city streets


(i'm afraid that this is what i want)

someone to cook with after a long day

hugging and holding

late-night talks in bed

commitment and friendship


(forever)




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