change

are we taught to love by those around us? qualities of humanity and decency, qualities that reflect one's character, are those inherent or learned?

lying awake, thoughts race through my head and i know a time of transition is coming. just as summer ends, i am being faced with new opportunities and am seeing myself go down a different path. my character will be challenged, my work ethic, my creativity, my patience.

tonight, the mosquitoes are in a frenzy and they love my legs, especially my ankles. the bites itch and ache as i try to sleep. i writhe constantly, tangling myself in the wrinkles gray sheets. i can't seem to get comfortable. i need stability. i need answers.